when did I let things get so bad again
Why didn’t I just kill myself? Easy overdose. I have nobody to get better for anymore. I’m not even me. I’ve officially lost myself and if they think all these tests will help me find myself, they’re wrong it’s only causing me to lose sanity more than I have already.
Why is anxiety a thing: the book
“Why can’t I do simple things without feeling like I’m gonna puke”
“This seriously isn’t that hard why am I crying”
“I’m not lazy I’m just scared of failing”
“I’m anxious cause I keep messing up and I keep messing up cause I’m anxious”
“Talking to strangers on the phone more like sweating blood”